Hi Bray, welcome to the forums

as this guy said, I have to talk to you about CN (wow I sound pro

). CN actually is color neutral, which means that, you start the solve by using a cross of any colour, depending on which cross you think is the easiest to construct. That way, you can usually get really easy crosses (as you have 6 choices to select from), and things will be easier to plan. Many speedsolvers who are CN have started off being CN, and some of them are really
fast - both Rowe and Feliks are CN.
The thing is, as many people have realised, the earlier into your cubing journey you switch to CN, the easier it is to adapt. Be warned: it is not as easy as you think. Quite a number of fast cubers (solving below 10~11 seconds on average) have made an attempt to switch, when they had already used fixed colors for ages. Very very few managed to actually adapt COMPLETELY. So they gave up. As Kirjava mentioned in
this post, the benefits are small, ESPECIALLY if you choose to switch late in the game. It would be better to hone your skills in other areas. So, I would recommend you to start doing this, even though I personally use a fixed color cross. The benefits are small, but they still add up (if you can do it nearly perfectly, which you should if you started out with it), like Rowe mentioned in
this vid. Hope I helped!
EDIT: tl;dr Go CN.
EDIT2: HAVE FUN CUBING!
EDIT3: If you don't understand what I am saying, don't worry, you will soon enough. Just make that decision, whether to go CN or not.

if you want to, start by randomly building crosses on any colour then follow up with F2L. Idk whether this works, but try randomly choosing a color in your head right after scrambling. Then doit.