I'm so sorry for your loss.
You probably heard that same sentence too many times (sorry about that). Not so long ago (December 27 2023 at 11:12 PM) my grandfather passed away. I'm not really sure why it hurts so much even though I didn't spend that much time with him until a few months earlier. And of course, this happens 3 days before a comp which is also where I get my first sub-11 3x3 average. I don't know why i wanted to share this, maybe it would make you feel a bit better?
On the positive side, congrats on your scholarship! good luck for Uni as well! (looked at your recent posts and saw your 3.99 single which is crazy lol)