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For anyone who cares, sorry I haven't put out any videos. Recently I've been under a lot of emotional stress caused by mood issues and personal hangups about covid mandate related issues. I feel old and dont have the energy to do much but I think I am recovering. Maybe I'll do a short silly video on a 2x2x3 or something.
 
For anyone who cares, sorry I haven't put out any videos. Recently I've been under a lot of emotional stress caused by mood issues and personal hangups about covid mandate related issues. I feel old and dont have the energy to do much but I think I am recovering. Maybe I'll do a short silly video on a 2x2x3 or something.
The curse of awareness and consciously processing the state of the world struggle is real right now. Hang in there.
 
/For anyone who cares, sorry I haven't put out any videos. Recently I've been under a lot of emotional stress caused by mood issues and personal hangups about covid mandate related issues. I feel old and dont have the energy to do much but I think I am recovering. Maybe I'll do a short silly video on a 2x2x3 or something.

I know that feeling bro, in my country they are talking about a new lockdown coming soon... F***** covid! I hope you feel better soon
 
I look at some of my videos and they seem so stupid to me, like the painting the megaminx and long unboxings. My cube collection is useless - why did I even buy most of these cubes I don't really use just to put on a little shelf? I am so anxious all the time about my future. Why can't I go through my daily life normally? I want to retire the channel for now since the videos all seem so pointless.
 
I look at some of my videos and they seem so stupid to me, like the painting the megaminx and long unboxings. My cube collection is useless - why did I even buy most of these cubes I don't really use just to put on a little shelf? I am so anxious all the time about my future. Why can't I go through my daily life normally? I want to retire the channel for now since the videos all seem so pointless.
I enjoy your videos! It sounds like you are going through a rough spot, but don't think that your hobby/collection is useless, I am sure you have gotten lots of enjoyment from it in the past. Perhaps take a break from cubing and focus on other aspects of your life?

If you are thinking of selling, my recommendation is this: take all your cubes down and put them in a box and store them away. Wait a few months and see if your opinion has changed at all.
 
I do think I got unusual amounts of excitement since I bought cubes I didn't even really care about just because they had a unique quirk about them and I wanted to relive some of my old cubing days. The cube collection is already partly in a box. Maybe it'll stay here at my parents' place forever until they decide to move. It's hard for me to imagine my family not living in this house and me eventually returning to home, even tho I lived elsewhere just fine for college... I am overthinking this so much. man I need therapy.
 
awesome vid. not too many scs tour vids on youtube and most are just from the sponsors. great "customer pov"
Thanks.

To give you some insight into my editing process because some people here are running YouTube channels too and may be curious: I originally thought to put music but I filled the short segments with talking instead and the tour is too quiet for music. About half the footage I took is extra "B-roll" as they call it to give something for the viewer to look at between segments. I had more but decided to keep the video short because of how long and boring my older videos ended up being.

Also IDK if you can see this in the intro shot but the shop is in like a manufacturing park in the middle of nowhere off the highway. All around it were offices for construction and warehouses. We almost doubted our Uber driver because of how there was absolutely no tourists there.
 
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