retarded
adjective:
less advanced in mental, physical, or social development than is usual for one's age.
What other word could possibly be used in replacement of what i wanted to say?
TBH i don't think my theoretical solve is a fair representation of my normal solves. More than once i ended up doing a different f2l than what i had spotted during the last pair.
Living on your own and shopping purely on the internet is a far more achievable (read: easy) realisation of the dream. I did it for a good 6 months un-knowingly, i was pretty malnourished at the time.