I don't know
what I am. I want to be a Christian but I'm a very logical (14 year old) thinker, and there aren't many absolute "facts" proving it (Christianity). I go to church (most of the time

), and
prey, and go to youth group things (like camp), but in the inside I just don't believe. It sucks because I lose nights of sleep worrying that I might die tomorrow and just "black out". I really need help here. I don't care if it's "true" or not, I just need something to help me believe, and to make me feel better (Isn't that why they made religions? So people don't freak out about death?).
Thank you for reading my rant. Any help will be appreciated.