Well, CBC just sent me this via Skype
"Please, for the last time, quit defending me on the SSF. It does absolutely no good. People either love me or hate me. Making a thread like that does nothing because the people that hate me will use it to hate me as you can see they are, and the people that like me tend to not say anything in that forum because they don't want to get attacked by the people that hate me. The fact is, there are very few people that dislike me, and a lot of people that like me. Because bad things bother us and good things don't, we as human beings dwell on the bad things. This is why it can seem there are a lot of haters out there when it's the same people saying the same stuff over and over again simply because they can't let go of the resentment. Now that I've left the community, I feel nothing towards these people. I'm very neutral now. If these people that dislike me don't think they have a part in it, and it's not their fault, they are wrong. Their part in it is having the resentment, and their fault is holding onto it. There is nothing anybody can do to help them with it accept themselves. If they choose to live in resentment, that's nobody's problem but theirs. So when you defend me on that forum, it does nothing but feed the trolls. Most people are able to let go of resentment and understand their roles in it, but there are those without the mental capacity to do that. It's not their fault, it's just not their time. Obviously, as you can see, there are those out there who enjoy keeping their resentments going, so don't feed them ok?
That being said, if you are going to share this in that thread, I would publicly like to say to these people that I am truly sorry for how I've acted. I'm sure at some point on your lives you have acted wrongly as well and finally had the humility to admit it and stop. It was a peaceful feeling to finally understand that you're part in it was done wasn't it? That's how I'm feeling. I'm done with it, I leave it to the rest of you to worry about. If you feel the need to continue attacking me after I have apologized and admitted my wrong doing, I hope it makes you feel better. If you need to attack me in order for you to get over it, go ahead. Like the OP said, it's not my problem anymore, it's yours. I completely agree with him on this.
As far as my social media is concerned, I've decided that I'm never coming back. I will never re-open my Facebook or my YouTube comment section. It is much more peaceful this way. I have much more time to do relevant things in my life, and don't have to deal with these people that continue to attack me either. I've heard every bad thing and every good thing about me countless amounts of times, heard every question possible countless amounts of times. I have literally heard the same things over and over again for months and months with very little new content to read. Same compliments, same insults, same questions... boring. There really is no need for me to come back, even if everybody magically liked me and "praised" me as people say.
In all honesty, and I know it sounds egotistical, I'm going to continue building my channel to the #1 spot, keep earning my YouTube money, keep getting free stuff and prototypes and review them before anybody else which seems to anger some people, and just overall keep enjoying all the benefits that all the hard work I've put in over the last couple of years or so, because I can and I've earned it. I'm going to keep doing this, and not have to worry about anything. In fact, aside from talking to people through YouTube and Skype, THIS is the very last thing you will ever see the BIG BAD CRAZYBADCUBER write. Enjoy =)
Now if this post has made you angry in any way, please, feel free to resent me for this too, continue to run around telling people how stupid and mean I am. All that happens when people do that is they advertise my name. That is literally ALL the haters have ever done to me, is advertise my name. No wonder I got so far ahead, I have a group of people doing part of the work for me and I honestly, sincerely THANK them for it"
