ive had 7 4bld solves in a row off by 2 centers
i want to die
edit: DNF(4:40.23), DNF(4:04.38), DNF(5:22.21), DNF(5:36.00), DNF(4:46.22), DNF(4:47.40), DNF(6:00.49), 6:03.61 ONLY TOOK ME 8 TRIES TO GET A CRAPPY TIME (granted it was bad bc i spent at least 30sec recalling a letter pair i ALMOST...
4bld: 4:11.05
failure bc it could've been a sub 4, but i had a super nasty edge pop. The two edges came out, and then the internal edge wanted to come out too, but i managed to shove it back in (but i had to remove the smaller internal edge and then continue the solve lol)
4bld 4:10.14.
Memo was ~1:55 again, but my exec was on POINT. If I had an aosu (or thunderclap springs for my yuxin) i could exec MUCH MUCH faster without risking pops. And this was for speedsolving weekly 49 too ;)
bld failures, no matter how good, are failures. Bld'ers are insane. It must be perfect for it to be a success. Failures are a good way to track progress separately from successes. My pb 4bld dnf is a 3:48, but I wouldn't go around people telling that, i'd tell them my pb is 4:19 bc it was a...